Dulcia somnia

DUFFYYYY!!!

2012-01-29T06:06:00.000-08:00

I WANT A DUFFFYYYY!
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update: asked abt the shipping n it looks too exp for a teddy :(

READ-POT! :(

2012-01-28T23:15:00.000-08:00

Been reading so much Im becoming a READ-POT

Urgh, and I realize 21st is SOOOO mad troublesome.
I hate celebrating with a bunch of acquaintance,
So I was thinking of spending time w a bunch of close friends,
but the rates are errrr...
Ermmm, is $300 the norm?
It just seem like a ridiculous amt of money to spend on a day doing nth much.
Really dont get the whole point of 21st.
ANNOYING MUCH! :/

Headache from waking early, but I can't sleep cause the read-port is constantly on my mind.

I want to go to the zoo with the boy! :O
Can't wait for him to be free from his fyp. :D
I WANT TO SEE MEERKATS, PENGUINS, OTTERS, ZEBRAS, LIONS, TIGERS, Etc, and of course, Oinkoink. (:
Note to self: Cannot be so sticky with boyboy. :D

Done with Osteoarthritis, now lets move on to SER. *sobs*

HELLO. CAN I WHINE? :D

2012-01-28T06:52:00.000-08:00

Quite a bit to read through but I realize I really lack the patience to do my assignment.
DAMN U, EFFKIN' REPORT.
And prof ah, why you want to make us submit 2 assignments within a day?
You're a German, not a Singaporean, so kiasu for what?

And to sidetrack abit, Bioengine is actually quite fun.
Sidetracked to read other stuff and its actually quite interesting.
HAHA. I guess university just suck away the fun from the course.
Whatever it is, as I've said, I might not be able to produce results, but I like what Im doing.
Gambatte! (:

Easy peasy

2012-01-27T23:58:00.000-08:00

Omg. Changing blogskins have never been so easy!
Normally it will take me few hours just to see something I like,
and couple of hours more to edit the html, etc.
BUT this blogskin is amazing! Love the music that comes with it and how simplistic it is.
Nothing much to edit since I dont wish to add in chatbox.
(:

p.s:
Was chatting with Ryan and telling him where to go if he wish to train up before going to Nepal with Sissy.
And suddenly, I wish that when the time comes,
when I'm in my early 30s,
I will still be active and travel and explore the place with my significant other. (:
Haha. Sort of glad that my boy is still like a little kid and gets all excited about travelling.
He makes me feel like we could go on an adventure tgt (:

Reflection time! :D

2012-01-27T00:33:00.000-08:00

Been so long since I last blogged and I realize that the previous entries are no longer relevant,
thus the creation of this blog.

Want to document how all these feels so that hopefully I will wake up and do not need to go through everything all over again.
But as what ShuMin have mentioned, Im glad that it happened now and not later.
Failing is not something Im used to.
But its something that Im getting used to.
Failure made me lose hope, made me terrified, made me lose my motivation to even fight on and made me lose the fighting spirit.
Yes, a loser I am.
I gave up without fighting a battle, I gave up expecting so that there wont be disappointments.
I gave up dreaming so that I wont wake up being disappointed and frustrated.
But deep down inside, I know I care.

Frankly speaking, (never told him before), but ever since getting tgt with him,
I felt that there is alot for me to catch up. Like, hes always up there and I need to catch up for us to be tgt.
Deep down inside, I've always wondered why he would want someone as stupid as me.
Or maybe one day, when the honeymoon period subsides and the feelings fade,
he might even regret being with me.
But for now, I've got to say besides being stressed,
he really made me think of MY future.
Because I know that our future is closely-linked and I need to do my best and work on my end to make things work.